Memories
So June is always a hard month for me. June 2nd is my sister Christine's birthday and then June 13th is the anniversary of her passing. It will be 15 years this year since she passed away from cancer. I have been going to counseling for several weeks now and one of the things we discussed recently was my sister. Even after 15 years I still struggle around this time and I asked her why. I keep thinking I should be having an easier time by now. I know I will never forget her but should I really be breaking down in tears so easily? She suggested I write a letter to my sister because maybe I hadn't finished my grieving process. She was my best friend. I have never been close to my other sisters but I was to her. I spent 11 months watching her slowly deteriorate and lose her battle with cancer. I don't think I can ever get that out of my head. I still don't understand why God had to take her. Why her, why that moment, what purpose does it serve? God has to know...