Fire-N-Ice

I went to lunch recently with an old co-worker of mine to catch up and enjoy each other's company, we hadn't seen each other for a while. Normally when I go to restaurants I tend to sit at the tables because I have gotten too fat to sit comfortably at a booth but this particular restaurant didn't have anything else but booths. So I braved it and the waitress showed us to our table. Now I have been fighting this weight issue lately, really wanting to get it off and be healthy, etc again but some days seem like I try harder than others. Anyway when we sat down I starting sliding into the booth and realized this was much smaller than some others I had sat in. The look on my friend's face as I struggled to sit down was something I still can't describe and its been a couple of months since this lunch. I just know that when I left I felt so incredibly awful about myself. I just wanted to climb into a cave and hide because I felt like everyone in the world was lo...